My new years eve was spent in NY! Too much walking. I'm not going to take the time to document the full 5 days, but I'll summarize as follows ( Read more... )

Dear friend ( Read more... )

It all began that frightful winter night ( Read more... )

You're Like your own religion ( Read more... )

What a crap friend she turned out to be... all she ever did was demean me. It's probably better this way.

Of all people, I would have thought mae, a person going for a masters in behavior analysis, would have known the effect that negative reinforcement can have on someone ( Read more... )

I have too much hate left over still to be doing this right now. It just kinda feels weird trying to be myself again after it was all fucked over last year by the evil one. I feel bad, but I'm gonna give it till the weekend then call it off if it still doesn't feel right to me.

FML

I want to stab myself in the eye,
I can't believe how seriously shitty my life has become in the past year.
I'm living in denial constantly,
and I'm ignoring the world.

I fucking hate relapses. Especially when it involves everything.
I want to leave, now. Not in a fucking year... I want to be gone forever, right now.

How is it we still keep going ( Read more... )

Wow... nothing like talking with the ex to make me feel like shit.

Yep...