I haven't made a single journal entry online nor on paper since I've been here for several reasons ( Read more... )

I wish live journal wasn't live ( Read more... )

I have my reasons for my ridiculous trust issues ( Read more... )

But, I put myself in these dumb ass situations ( Read more... )

With all of the complaining from the last post, you would assume things would have gotten better

but no.

Since then, I've been fired from my job and constantly looking.

Every single day I either wake up or go to sleep with a very uneasy feeling.

I know what that feeling is, but I don't have the balls to throw it out of my life.

The worst thing ( Read more... )

Time to post about the going-on's over the past few months.

I've been skipping a shit load of work

I'm yet again much more interested in someone than they are me....

My ex boyfriend is getting married to Big Bekah and taking care of her illegitimate child in small town Alabama. I sure do pick the good ones.

god dammit

My heartburn has been getting ( Read more... )

So, Friday I had a tonsillectomy. It was about damn time! I've been begging to have my tonsils out for 11 years and finally I found a doctor to agree that they NEEDED to be out.

The surgeon told me that my tonsils were almost the size of ping pong balls and my adenoids were huge. My adenoids were supposed to disappear by the age of 15.

I'm bedridden ( Read more... )

Insomnia is driving me crazy ( Read more... )

in the last 6 months ( Read more... )

Yep. I start Cosmetology school in January. I'm REAL excited. I'll finally have a real job to get me through school. I'm tired of working 50+ hours ( Read more... )