RIP Abuela i <3 you

i make people laugh to hide my own tears.

i need to let him go. continue talking to him but try my hardest to move on. its the truth. i really need to do this. try just try to find someone else. its going to be the hardest thing ever but its the truth. its what i have to do.

Does any one read this?

i miss him. day by day this gets harder and the tears come out easier. im constantly crying. on the train. at school. at home where ever the hell i am im crying. how fun

i walked into the room with empty eyes,
a cracked heart
and a narrow mind.
My smile was big but meaningless.
one look from him and my eyes were filled.
one word out of his mouth; my heart was healed.
a smile from him and my mind was opened.
it took one single kiss
to put meaning back into my smile.
I love you Chris <3

like i know that it seems like every thing with me and Chris is ok but still. theres still a lot of hurt that i have bubbling in thatll never go away..  and as much as i love him day by day this is getting harder and harder. its like i miss him so much u ppl dont even understand, its like day by day my heart is slowly chipping away and itll never ( Read more... )

sooo many things happened on friday! i got home from school and went to natalias house with haydn and i found out that natalias friend hooked up with Brian (my x boyfriend) and its not like her friend (dani) was my friend but still... it got me rele pissed off cuz ive hung out with her b 4 with natalia a coupple of times and she was with me when i ( Read more... )

so they see me, walk up to me give me a kiss on the cheek and say "hey gurl! how have you been?" and i say im good and they walk away. if i were to have said ehh not so good would they stay to listen? would they ask why because they really want to know? or would they ask because thats just what you do when someone says that.? i mean they all say oh ( Read more... )

so me and chris are pretty good now, talking all the time. no fights which are great. i miss him so much. hes really like my reason for living. i would do anything for him. but im so happy that were back to normal because he just makes me so happy. =] but all the pain is not gone because the fact that he has a gf is still valid and hes still in ( Read more... )

Basics:
[Name] Delia
[Nickname] Deli, Demon, Princess
[Screen name] princezzdeli
[Birthday] June 19th
[Age] 14
[Astrological sign] Gemini
[Chinese zodiac sign?] idk but im the year of the Horse
[Location] Brooklyn-newyork
[Sexual Preference] Str8  but i have nothing against gays or lesbians!
[Marital Status] single
[Religion] athist
[Eye color] Dark  ( Read more... )