As I lay here not satisfied on the amount of pain I have received, I wonder how to attain more. I then remember one way it always works ( Read more... )

So here is a little update on the world that is me ( Read more... )

Before reading this I will say this: I am not sad, I am not crazy about anyone, the person I speak of is a real person. But Im not head over heels for her. This are just random thoughts that have been accumulating and needed them to get out. Some are new others are old. So I ask dont come to any conclusions. Because a) you really dont know how ( Read more... )

Kill me, Kiss me. Your choice on what you wish to do ( Read more... )

So Valentine’s Day is only an hour away. To my greatest surprise this will be the first year in a while that I wont be doing anything special for it. Well not really a surprise, but more of a realization. The question is, do I feel sad that I have no one to enjoy it with? In all truth, I don’t. In previous years I’ve either had a girlfriend or ( Read more... )

This is something I started writting on friday. The tenth year aniversary of her passing. One of the greatest person this life has ever seen. It was so difficult holding back the tears while I wrote this but I hope you enjoy ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I don't know what much to say, other than interesting. First of I know she won't be able to read this so might post it else where so she can :P. But here it goes ( Read more... )

Hmmm, don't know what to say...I will say that firefox spell check is kew and all but very fucken annoying...but that's not the point of this thought ( Read more... )

What do you do when in the end you can't do anything to fix it?
What do you do when it hurts them so much, yet you don't try to help?

Tonight I cried, I realized how its going to be. And in the end I wont be able to do anything to help any of them.

Im sorry

Well I've been thinking, and like always thinking by myself. And all I have to say is that is bad when I think by myself :D