Have you ever said something to someone and realized that you had said too much? That happened to me, yesterday. I said something that I maybe shouldn't have, adn I fear I have done irreparable damage. The best thing to do, is actually to ignor it. If he actually thinks that with my lack of response to take it at face value only, perhape the ( Read more... )

It's been several years since my last update. The reason being is I've been relying on SuicideGirls for my journal. I figure since I pay for that why shouldn't that be by primary journal ( Read more... )

I have discovered through experimentation, that I can still get my dreadlocks in. In fact I can get both sets in AT ONCE! and they look awesome together. I forgot how different I look with a full head of multicolored dreadlocks. It's neat.

My brain is absolutely full to bursting, and I'm not sure what to make of it. For the first time in ages I have the urge to write again- I had the idea for a short story earlier, and it's currently festering in my over-ripe brain as such things are wont to do. It's not terribly orginal, so I may never write it. However I may find it theraputic, so ( Read more... )

Well, now. I havne't disappeared of the face of the earth, promise. Um, right now I'm at Arthur's on his laptop, and I've been here all weekend. I'm so worn out and sore, but it's one of the best weekends I've had in ages. I'm probably not going to the club tonight. Well, no, I'm definately not going. And my rescheduled photoshoot is on wednesday, ( Read more... )

I've been so lazy with updating. To many people it will seem that I've fallen off the face of the earth. I haven't been to the club in weeks- last week I was broke, this week I'm sick yet again. I've been sick on and off since I came home from NYC, so for about a month now. I HATE being sick. The only people who've seen me are Arthur and Scott. I ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated. I've been really busy with about 12,000,000 different things ( Read more... )

I only just realized that I never fished my entry for New York. And in fact that I haven't really been keeping up with my journal lately at all. Tis shameful. The last two weeks shall be rehashed in a series of several entries after this one ( Read more... )

So, I'm back from New York City. It was brilliant, of course. A few observations before I begin with my day by day rehash ( Read more... )

The time has come. I leave for New York City tonight. I'm really nervous- I haven't flown in over a decade. I'm sure everything will be fine. But my last memories of flying are of me bawling next to the bulkhead all the way to Kansas City, and again all the way home, when I was 12 years old. Not pretty ( Read more... )