I've determined that most christians and all followers in branches of christianity have never actually picked up the book of genesis. If people actually read this thing more than once and understood what it was saying they'd realize that it is probably the biggest shit pile ever written by man. how people can believe a book filled with a ( Read more... )

For Rachel ( Read more... )

umm... so.... hmm..... i guess i really have nothing to say ( Read more... )

hmm... it's been s long since i've typed in this. Alot has happened in the past 20 or so days. :) yep .... alot of things.. some great storries could be told...

staring into a void of non-existence my mind begins to wander. shapes seem to appear, calling my name, begging me to join their dance of infinite beauty. they surround me and come together in an emblazoned scene only to serve as my holding cell. my voice travels the distance of empty space never to be heard. this illusion placed before my eyes ( Read more... )

to think that somehow i could forget about the fact that i had a journal... maybe life has just been far to good for me to spend time typing it out. Unfortunately today wasnt as good as my weekend and i did fail my physics midterm horribly. also when i got the chance to see rachel today at panera bread they kicked me out :'( i guess i'm just too ( Read more... )

yes by request i have returned to the neglected page known as hmm... ! over the past 5 days not much has been accomplished. saturday i worked with a horrible sickness in which my abs were ripped in two and i was also able to go outside on carriages to make my day even better. fortunately later that night rachel stopped by for an hour and cheered me ( Read more... )

today was probably the best used and greatest snow day ever. me rachel seth and steph all hung out for 7 hours. and the greatest part of the day was listening to NIN TDS 3 times consecutively in the dark and (the whole cd not the song). although i still am curious as to exactly what the hell seth and steph were doing during the last portion of it ( Read more... )

After the next week - month depending i will finaly be free from the confusion that has plagued me for so long. organization is all i have to work on and it's gonna be a bitch getting my schedule setup so that i can really focus on my music but i feel it'll work out. I really just wanna reach that point where everything falls into place ( Read more... )

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