i finally remembered i have one of these pieces of shit livejournal things. so much shit is going wrong. people in general suck. i talk to people and things people posted just slap me in the face when its shown to me. its rather depressing. it makes me wanna go away and not come back. im sick of everything. im sick of friends...cause i have none.. ( Read more... )

im in another band
www.myspace.com/contagionma

ya so i finnaly left that abnoxious band i was in. they r all fucking gay. so i found a new band. kinda deathmetal/grindcore/metalcore exactly what ive been looking for. they have century media records looking at them. so hopes are good for this new band. so ya i finally go to wite in this stupid ass thing. not like any1 really reads my stuff ( Read more... )

yay i finally got a gf. and i think shes the best gf ive had yet. she actually treats me good. so yeah hope fully this will be a good 1. and she lives on the beach so thats a p0lus. and she can get me into redsox games so thats an even bigger plus. plus she is a racist bastard like me so its a perfect match. AWESOME!

i fucking hate girls. they r a fucking waste of time and energy. so thats another girl to add t the list that fucked with my emotions, not that i have any, but fucking shit man. i think girls should fucking die and go to hell. all they do is fuck me over. so to all the girls out there. FUCK YOU!!!

lalalalalala i spent the day up in NH with kim, britney, jim and kims family, uit was sweet. we talked kims mom into taking us to a headshop. we got more earings. im skipping 00g and going to 7/16. cause im cool like that. then i was like HEY, i still have $, so we went next door to a tattoo place and i got my snake bites (both sides of my lip) im ( Read more... )

going to daves band practice today to help them with their shit.

holy crap my new job is awesome and yet such a bitch at the same time. guess what i do. i set up tents for big events. friday was my first day. i spent 4 hourds at the warehouse loading shit into 3 trucks. that completely killed my arms. its fucking hard work. so then saturday comes around. i had to get up at 6 and be in gloucester (where my work ( Read more... )

so yeah, metalfest was awesome. i met so many people. here is who i met ( Read more... )

harpers ferry is tomorrow, and if u dont show up than i guess u suck. and it shows who your real friends are. so if u dont come, that ur stupid.