[14:59] Jeremy: ah ( Read more... )

I'm in bold, Jeremy's regular font.

I appreciate the blog comment. For the most part, my mind is set to being a gay Christian, I enjoy being myself, and I have no real desire to change. I think i remember seeing you too. The kid with the rainbow belt and pin? lol. I kept glancing at you, cause I couldn't read the pin, plus your kinda cute lol.

Yeah I ( Read more... )

I had my second ever sex dream last night. I use the word sex incredibly loosely as there wasn't any actual sex. In fact, I'm sure nothing even went below waste (which shows you why I don't have sex dreams I suppose.)

It involved Chris. He ended up scaring the shit out of me when I was looking one direction and he came up from the other. I don't ( Read more... )

This was the conversation I had with Nick ( Read more... )

www.free-timeline.com/demonickalfun-timeline.jsp

Clicking that link will take you to an interactive timeline of my past relationships. Each name has a clickable link to media that shows what they looked like. I made it while I was pissed and needed to vent some of my anger. It worked really, I guess I just felt compelled to finish off the timeline ( Read more... )

[11:06] NurseToRoomEight: You know, it'd be one thing if you flat out said you didn't like me, but when you drag someone out just to feel the territory and have a safe backup; it's shitty. It's immature and rude and one of the reasons I THOUGHT I liked you was because I thought you were out of that high school mentality. You got here and said you ( Read more... )

 My life is becoming more complicated as time passes. With the absence of Chris in my life Matt's been invading my thoughts again. More and more as each day passes actually. I can't believe I still want to be with him; that everyday I pray for Matt to "come to his senses" and know that he's passed up the greatest thing that's ever happened to him. ( Read more... )

Nick: I've missed so many texts today-How's it going?  i was thinking sometime probably monday-dunno when or where but would that work for you ( Read more... )

Me: Hey, Can we talk ( Read more... )

Garrett: I know you would marry him in a heartbeat... I felt the same way for the longest time

Garrett: I can't speak for him... I really don't know why he fell for me.

Me: How could he just give this up? The only reason we fought was because i knew if things kept up the way they were going that he would fall in love with you.

Garrett: I don't know ( Read more... )