In a great deal of pain right now, dont know why, probly the drugs. I'm a bit scared but oh well.

blah, havent slept in three days and I think I just might.

,Vodka

I am really tierd, I have like wrigting all over my body and I dont remember what its from. Mindis b-day today, HAPPY B-DAY MINDI! So I will be gone today. I don't know what else to wright, my brain feels like oatmeal.

, Vodka

I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
I love weed
And I love you!

BOOOOO!

I'm tan and blond, this is so not me, I think I will die my hair black again sometime soon. Well I'm of to find someone with drugs, bye!

I don't want to be this anymore ( Read more... )

I wonder if I'll get up the courage to peirce the other one.

Yeah I feel brain dead, having trouble typing and crap. I need more bud I'm almost out, that fucking sucks.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I love you!

DemonicPlaymate: i say we have a live journal war ( Read more... )

What do your say to comfort yourself when you cant figure out what's wrong. The prosaic made me numb about everything and the weed did to but together they make me feel everything I've been pushing down. So I don't have a plan and I don't know what to do but oh well. When I run out of weed and have to come down how far will I fall? So I'm a slut, a ( Read more... )

I'm a little sick from last night but I'll be fine. I miss my friends and I really can't wait to see them. Love you guys and thank you for the comments. Oh and Alaina, can I get you something kinky for your birthday? <3

, Chellie

I come home tommorow, and tonight is going to rock. I love you Nikki!