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Worst birthday ever
I think today has been the worst birthday ever ( Read more... ) -
Everything, all at once
Right now things are bleh!
Still not preggers. Pmsing. Pain from hell.
Also. No money. Getting less because of landscaping class. More expenses due to landscaping class. Argh! I just want a break!
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Visiting the past
I went to visit my mother yesterday until today. I decided as i went to not dwell on the past. To not fixate on what things used to be. But to see things for what they are now, regardless of worth. Once i had decided to do that (thank you Jet Li for that meditation wisdom) things were easier. I had fun, i lived in the now and was happy. I cant ( Read more... ) -
Wanting kids
So.. I have been, for years now, to become pregnant ( Read more... ) -
Stockholm
Working friday nights is never actually fun.
When hearing about a rampaging truck on the streets of my home-city... Less fun.
It was with disbelief that i followed the newsfeed. The horrifying images of dead bodies and injured people.
Then i checked so all my friends and family up there were safe.
Then the hashtag #openstockholm appeared. People ( Read more... ) -
Back again
I need a place.
I need a place where my closest family isnt at. I cant write anything on facebook. Not on darkside. Without them knowing. And sometimes i just want to bitch without getting a sigh. Or a hug. Or a want for explanation. Ok i dont mind the hugs.... But i need a place where i can let off steam. Where i can be bitter and low. So i can be ( Read more... ) -
life
So, im sort of back on the grid. Im alive ( Read more... ) -
sorrow and happiness
So many things influence my life.. I suppose this is no rare occurrence that I am solely the target of ( Read more... ) -
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Time heals all wounds..
how about fears..
does it lessen them and remove the anxiety as well?
how does one even handle ones greatest fear coming true.... ?