"how do you leave the past behind ( Read more... )

*sniffle* i caught a cold and it sucks. i took a bunch of drugs to get rid of the headache it caused. so yeah ( Read more... )

i'm hyper right now. i want to go out but i'm being a good girl and doing hw. (obviously if i'm sitting here typeing on lj) got a lot of my xmas shopping done....family down friends to go....however im not sure what to get for some people. i'm nto getting a lot...just little things ( Read more... )

So my long awaited weeknd with Kiigan came and went ( Read more... )

things are okay. Goodbye Girl is over. happy and sad about that. i wont see the cool people for a long time. i'm real bored though. i keep thinkig i have work this weekend but i dont...Sue called and we're going to boomers tomorrow just cuz we're dorky like that. I have a 2nd cat now. i didnt really like her at first but shes cute now. heres a pic ( Read more... )

i have english in 10 minutes...am i going? nope. i didnt go to bio either. im starting some bad habits and i should stop......i'm not sure if i'm going to pass bio which means i'll have to take it again. looks like 3+years at miracosta for me!

i quit life. it doesnt even belong to me anymore so why even bother. I try so hard to be independent and on my own and i'm always sucked back in to this thing known as adolesence. here please take my brain because anytime i try to think for myself it does me no good. I'm a screw up. i'm apparently not going anywhere in life the way its heading ( Read more... )

ah yes. dont you love getting slapped in the face with the truth? story of my life. now all i have to do is change my whole entire lifestyle then everything will get great ( Read more... )

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 ( Read more... )

the one thing in my life that I thought I had control over seems to no longer be mine.