wow i havent kept up with this thing too well. so i started work for GoodBye Girl last week and that has taken up all my spare time. It's pretty fun, or at least it was, nvm i'll get back to that when i go emo later on in the post..... but yeah the cast is pretty dang nice compared to other casts i'vfe dealt with. some people from summer shows are ( Read more... )

so today i met up with carrie and we chatted fro about an hour which is always nice. i love just sitting and talking. its a lot of fun for me. after that i went to church where jared was and so i said a quick hi then he had to leave....that was a surprise. anyways then later i went to to my aunts house for a family thing. it was pretty fun. i got ( Read more... )

i'm doing better.....cleared my head a bit. the rain was rejuvinating i think. i've had some good driving thinking.I'm slowly figuring things out in my life but i can tell its going to be a long process, but i thnk i'm ready for a challenge. it's weird in the past few days i've been able to meet a bunch of new people at school so i have a few more ( Read more... )

i feel so lost and empty.....but i dont know what i need to feel whole again. i dont know who i am anymore. i've lost my identity. i'm not the same person as i was 3 months ago. i dont know if its a good or bad change ( Read more... )

so i went to the movies with eric and saw "motorcycle diaries" really good movie i highly recomemd it. warning: is in spanish with subtitles....but its still really good. and then i did feel like going home right then so i went over to starbucks to see if i would run into anyone. ran into mckenna and we chatted a bit. he makes me smile cuz he can ( Read more... )

*****how would you discribe me to a group of your friend i've never met?*****

be honest, i'm curious

i have no idea what i want to be for halloween............any ideas?

so i totally and completely lost it last night while talking to kiigan. so much crap was just building up inside me and the fact that my escape from it all was over was just overwhelming for me. i vented to kiigan and eventually wound up in tears somehow. i'm better now i guess i just needed a good cry and that kinda did it. i couldnt sleep so i ( Read more... )

so today was alright. had film class where we watched a documentary of Moon Over Buffalo....might i just say that our version is so much better then what they showed in that video.....then ihad lunch with eric and avalon. always fun. then ihad my bio lab which was interesting cuz we got to actually see a DNA strand then we did CSI type stuff and i ( Read more... )

AH RENT IS SO FREAKIN AWESOME ( Read more... )