wow it has been awhile and now reading some of the stuff i used to post and stuff i used to say i was really stupid and naive i honestly pitty my old self well that is all in the past and i am glad

i feel as if i am falling for and old flame of my the only thing is i am dateing someone and i know that all that is going to happen is i am going to get hurt but knowing that is still am getting feelings i feel guilty for i mean i am not the kinda person to feel this way and i don't feel guilty because of what i am feeling it seems like the ( Read more... )

i had forgotten how boreing the internet can be when you get on it and don't know what to do... lol well i don't know how many people even read this anymore if it is no one then that is good if a few of you still do that is good too that means i have a few good friends out there. well i guess i will start writeing here more soon enough but not so ( Read more... )

wow i am so bored no wonder why i don't get online anymore lol

well i know no one reads this so it does not really matter what i post here but sometimes it helps to let feelings out sometimes well it is my son's birthday today and i feel like shit that i can't be there god i wish i knew someone that would or could understand that but hey those kinda friends are hard to find most people just wanna be friends ( Read more... )

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