I am so sick of people asking me what I want for x-mas. I don't want anything. The only thing I want is for my whole family to be together for x-mas. There is one thing for x-mas that I wish but I know that it won't every happen. My biggest wish for x-mas is for a second chance with Andy.

What am I to do? Do I continue with the sorority? I had some fun tonite but then I didn't. The formal wasn't everything I expected. I wish we could of been recognized and that the guys could include us. If that going to be like that all the time? After going to the formal and sitting through the slow songs I became really lonely again. It never ( Read more... )

I went home this weekend. Everything went better then I expected. I saw Andy and I felt great. I really want to get a second chance. I just think that he doesn't want to give me a second chance because he is afraid of getting hurt. But he doesn't know that I am hurting right now sitting here hoping for a second chance. I never thought about what ( Read more... )

I am sitting here at work doing a whole lot of nothing. I am thinking about Andy and a way I could talk to him this weekend since I am going home. YAY!! I don't know what I am going to do at home this weekend but I can say one thing. If anyone in my family starts bitching at me I am grabbing my stuff and getting in my car and I am out of there. If ( Read more... )

Let me start off with the beginning of the week. I finally got up the nerve to call the guy that I still like. When I asked him for the second chance he didn't say no but he didn't say yes. So I am now just sitting here and waiting. He also told me that he would like to take me to my formal, but he had something going on that weekend. So I am ( Read more... )

What am I going to do? All of a sudden feelings that I didn't know existed showed up this past weekend. The weird thing is that the last time that I felt this way was two years ago when I was with the same guy. He still won't talk to me and I don't know if he is still mad at me or if he still likes me and for that reason he still can't talk to me ( Read more... )

This week has been the most stressful that I have ever had. I still made it a point to got to the sorority recruitment because I really wanted to join one. I thought that I didn't want to go Phi Sigma Sigma. I felt so bad about that. I still managed to go every night and I still put them down on my preference sheet. I went to the last meeting ( Read more... )

I have finally gone to all my classes and I am going to have such a hard semester. However I know I can handle it. I will just have to set my mind to and forget about everything else. Now that I have the class thing taken care of I just have to figure out how I can get some sleep. I can't seem to go asleep until after 2 and I can't seem to wake up ( Read more... )

Girl: hey baby i want to show you ( Read more... )

I am sitting here waiting for the time to pass so I can go and take my last exam. Then I will be out of here. I will have a nice two week break and then I am back up here for the fall. Wish me luck on my last exam. I have to go and study a little more.