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Quick Question
Will there ever be a phase in my life where I see my parents enough, but not too much? I just saw them for five days and I have to see them again next weekend, because its' fucking Easter. Easter means nothing to me but I bet it would break Mom's heart if I didn't go ( Read more... ) -
Big Religious Ponder Post.
I've been rethinking faith/religion a lot lately, and I thought I'd write a post. Like, a proper post with proper analytical thinking. If I can. Religion is a slippery eel though, when it comes to logic; it keeps slipping away from you. The only safe way to talk about religion and remain logical is to say religion is all crap because it makes no ( Read more... ) -
James Callis on Midsomer Murders, part 3: Spoiler Alert!
There's a general post on the episode here, at the Baltarstar Blog. I'm continuing here, because I don't know how to spoiler cut on Blogspot. So for those who have not seen the episode and still wish to see it, don't read under the cut. For those who have seen it, or don't intend to, read on here.
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Story ideas for further consideration.
1. Esbar, Man of Principle ( Read more... ) -
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Meh, I tried to read that post to myself but it's really anxious and thus flaky and hard to focus on. But it helps to write this stuff, I think.
All in all, I'm not doing super bad, I promise. The darkest time of winter always drains me, but it's almost over. Next month will be better.
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Dreamt I was reading Alice Munro. It said, "All she wanted to do was play Subeta Subeta Subeta Subeta Chubeta Chubeta Chubeta Chubeta". That about sums it up.
Warning: anxious post. Proceed with caution.
OH! BUT! I told my brothers about Toby and I! I joined them on my fake-name Facebook, which is ironically more real than my real-name one. They ( Read more... ) -
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I dreamt I met James Callis. This time it was a really calm dream. I said I wish things had gone differently, like I would have been calmer, or saner. I said that depression and eating disorder are like measuring your life with coffee spoons, knowing he'd get that refrence. You have these little happy things and then the rest is just... anxiety ( Read more... ) -
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Well, just to make a happy post too, and because I never write about my actual daily life: my new work is really going pretty well, I think! I had a setback - another sinus infection, fourth one this year - but I think I'll make a decent pay. So far, I'm still scraping by on tiny pays, but things will change soon. I hope.
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I'm not botching my eating disorder recovery by not seeing a professional, right ( Read more... ) -
Random Fandom Thought
I realize that most of the fandom is not strictly communicable, either directly at James Callis or to other fans. You might think I've said it all in the blog, but I haven't. It's hard to really communicate what it means to me. Maybe I shouldn't even try, but I wouldn't be me if I didn't try to Write it Out for the whole world (and preferably James ( Read more... )