Today started out amazing. I was felt so happy and unbeatable. But not long after i started working it spiraled into shit. I got stuck putting up with assholes at work tonight (only person there tonight that i can stand was eileen), and i kept getting so much bullshit thrown at me today i was on the verge of quitting ( Read more... )

"And suddenly there was war, we didn't remember it
A long time forgotten, there suddenly was war
And suddenly there was war, our children are dead
Burnt in the ruins that were left by war

This is war

And suddenly there was war, and the mothers they screamed
For revenge and reprisals for another war
And suddenly and suddenly
And suddenly ( Read more... )

Baby, have you seen, there is a snake in our paradise
A serpent that's wriggling between us
and freezing our feelings to ice

And with each drop of blood we bleed because of this
something so precious dies and it feels it really is...

Killing Me Killing You
Killing all we have
As our loves wither away

Burning Me Burning You
Burning us to ash
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This weekends going to suck.

blah today SUCKS

I can't remember the last time i took my medicine. I was so busy with senior project i didnt even notice until yesterday. When we where down in the grange i felt distant. Thats one of the old feelings that used to kill me back before i went on the meds. Then this morning, 4 am i went for a walk and i just felt so jittery and light headed, the ( Read more... )

Got a 4 on my senior project! un-fucking-believable

'Cause it makes me warm inside ( Read more... )

I can smell the churches burning ( Read more... )

So this is life
the normal way
was there a sign
all through the day
I can't find a sense for living
while the people smile and cry
They don't give an damn about me
No, they do not even try
Is there a god or is there a solution
Farewell to you I've made this conclusion
to switch off the pain when my nerves are torn
my bodyic hurts cause it's old and worn
Cancer ( Read more... )