I had something meaningfull to write in here, but i don't remember what it is.

Weird ass dream. Fore some reason we where living on south street, and we where managing a thirft/department stoething. I hated one of the cashier ladies with puffy old lady hair. I went out one nigfht cause i really wanted beer and after i waded through the south street crowd i got off south onto some other street, and suddenly i was in the worst ( Read more... )

there were words of lust
in these arms of the stranger
and there in silence though were words of no milder
so in thinking of that madness
that ravage the thoughts
in the loneliest of hours

I resist without control

the demand I get from excellence
the void I felt from answering
not only an addition
it generated need
in these endless nights of ( Read more... )

I have no clue what to do about tommorow.

I lie in your soothing arms, Hypnos
your garmet alive with your song
I lie in your soothing arms, Hypnos

Steep the spiral to your far abode,
in the wake of slumber, on visions I rode
and fell like history through the chasm of ages
into the charged, forbidden zones

How I have searched
through a million worlds and faces
yet unaware, I have not ( Read more... )

i feel like im dying....

Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.

And I can feel one of my turns coming on.
I feel cold as razor blade
Tight as a tourniquet
Dry as a funeral drum,
Run to the bedroom, in the ( Read more... )

It feels that your love for me
is slowly turning to dust
It seems that our union made of iron
is starting to rust

I hate life
I hate this shit
I love you and I hate myself
I hate our world
and everything in it
I hate loving you
I hate
I hate

Give me a reason to live
one more day
Let me just once more feel
your light through the rain

It feels that ( Read more... )

I know i've posted this before but its just too fitting ( Read more... )

I have a paranoid feeling that something is going on here...