i have not been on this site for a long, long time ( Read more... )

incrediable. i am speechless.

i have been thinking lately.  i like to be alone. you know, like being alone, but never lonley. people dont really understand that. people are always there for you know matter what you think. ALWAYS. people are crazy, stupid, selfish, and mean...but i love them anyway. i just like to be alone. its not that i dont like to be around people, i do. i ( Read more... )

so my mom apologizd for all the crap she has been throwing at me lately. she said that i was right and she was sorry. i feel alot better now. i have never fought with my mom like i have over the past month. and it is over, thank god. she was just stressing out to the max bc my cousin is having her wedding at our house in less than 2 weeks and she ( Read more... )

Sanzen

I can't even concentrate on this
It's overthought, anticipated
The pen ink is running dry
It's been thrown to paper and wasted
Creativity has been blocked and overtasted
Maybe in time I'll appreciate it

Hold on, hold on
We'll be with you soon

These papers are stuck in this book
Until they're torn out and pasted
To the inside of my memory
Where ( Read more... )

You are Toilet Paper.


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communications summary---i got wicked carried away lol. its wicked long. add /change things if ya want!!

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i am so happy. i said previously that i was not a happy person. that has all changed. how can i not be?!? thursday i realized that i have absolutely nothing to be sad about. nothing! well, not anything to make me depressed and that i have soooo much more to be grateful for. so i got home thursday after school, (i missed U spirit, which upset me)and ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO SUFFOLK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO COLLEGE!