i decided to write a nice and simple happy entry.

there's this boy and i love him.
there are these friends that i have, and i love them too.

being unhappy is not worth the stuggle.
im grateful for what i have.

<333

Today I opened up an italian ice. It wasn't filled to the top. Not quite half empty, but no where near full. It kind of sucked. Just like my life. Just like Lauren's face.

Oh and I'll kill you if you think the above post was meant to be taken seriously. Minus the Lauren part. That's accurate. & I really did have that italian ice today.

end.

i feel like im trying so hard to make things normal. but im just trying to fill a spot that i cant fill anymore. a spot that i was probably never right for in the first place. i really dont know how to quite express how i feel to people. especially those i care about. im scared im forcing friendship on people, but thats really not my intention. i ( Read more... )

My sanity fades faster than the love that we shared
But perhaps we never loved at all

The memories change slowly with each starlit night
By morning I wont even know who you are

It's a disasterous cycle that I never asked for
& im sorry for dragging you into this game

)#@$(*@!)(#*WEQISDLKJ)@!(#*

there was no point to writing any of the above.

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im tired and blank, but i really dont have all that much to complain about.

to make this short, ive realized how many people i have in my life right now who care about me.

thanks to everyone who has dealt with me and been a friend to me through it all. i love you all so much.

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