i wish i could focus...

i look at my old entries, not necessarily just on livejournal but on xanga and stuff too, and i think... get over yourself. its all just one big bitching festival. what the fuck is really that wrong in your life? nothing really ( Read more... )

the details pass by quickly
so keep you eyes fixated

im a sucker

#@)$(*RWEDISOKLJS@)#(!*@~

fuck you

just a conventional pastime.

We look at the world through stain glass windows ( Read more... )

The show didn't go as bad as I thought it was going to. Still messed up my DREADED nightmare scene but im used to that and will forever hate myself for it ( Read more... )

But depression is not a sudden disaster. It is more like a cancer: At first its tumurous mass is not even noticable to the careful eye, and the one day- Wham!- there is a huge, deadly seven-pound lump lodged in your brain or your stomach or your shoulder blade, and this thing your own body has produced is actually trying to kill you. Depression is ( Read more... )