Things suck. I hate screwing everything up. I am sorry everyone. I feel so invisible. I'm sorry. I know that everything is okay and I'm overreacting, but I can't handle it anymore. I keep having random dreams too. Like I had to get a costume, and I went to a shop and I met my grandad who was holding my gorgeous baby boy. I keep having baby dreams. ( Read more... )

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Well,it's weird that I writing in my LJ again, considering how much I don't actually usually use mine. I just wanted to say sorry again, for changing so much in the last 6 months. I only just noticed it when one of my close mates pointed it out. I used to be so happy and optimistic, carefree and caring, and not let others get me down, And I had ( Read more... )