So it's not much, and I really don't expect miracles, BUT ( Read more... )

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I think I'm too busy right now to be a novelist.  I just can't find the time to write.  Like last night.  I was supposed to go to westminster to the PoHo, see some people, and work on the book.  Instead, I went home, because I felt like crap, and thought, I'll rest, and write, and get more done ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but for some reason, the lyrics to this song have always scared the shit out of me ( Read more... )

So the Pour House cafe is closing in Westminster on Wednesday.  I was already planning on going to town tomorrow, I may be going tonight as well, just to see the place again and enjoy it before it closes it's doors for good.  God, so much of my life over the last four years was lived on that back patio, or in those comfy chairs, or around the cafe ( Read more... )

Last night I started a different novel for Nano.  The stuff I was working on for the past few days was ok, but it wasn't going anywhere, they were more or less just scenes in my head that I needed to get on paper, and one had nothing to do with the other.  But last night I sat down and poured out 2000 words in about half an hour, just steadily ( Read more... )

I want to go home.  I don't want to be at work anymore.  My head is throbbing, and I'm so sick of the bullshit in this office.  As soon as B's present gets here (I had it shipped here so he couldn't peek) I'm quitting.  I don't even care if I have another job yet or not, I'm just quitting at that point.  I'm so done with this place.  I never should ( Read more... )

God help me, I just want to walk out the door right now.  I'm so sick of being singled out for what I wear to work just because I happen to have breasts and most of the office doesn't.  Seriously, it's not ok anymore.  I'll be the first to admit, yes, there have been a few (like maybe two) occasions where a shirt I was wearing to work showed more  ( Read more... )

So Brentyn came home last Wednesday night, and it's been great having him home.  He went yesterday to Harrisburg for orientation for Swift, the company he's supposed to be working for.  Now, let me give you some prior facts, so you can all understand the ridiculousness of this situation:  Brentyn moved up to Maryland from Florida so he could go to ( Read more... )

Maybe I just need to feel as though I'm putting something else off in order to write for NaNo.  I'm at work, I'm supposed to be working, and instead the words are just POURING out, and I've got about 600 so far, and it's been less than 20 minutes!  It's completely different from what I was working on over the weekend, and it's fantastic and ( Read more... )