I haven't posted anything is a long time. I have been really manic lately emotionally. Sort of erratic. I go from highs to lows more quickly and feel more satisfied in the neutrality. Although I feel like my romantic life is finally where I want it to be, as far as keeping myself emotionally guarded, and spending less time focused on someone else, ( Read more... )

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I am going to post things like audio updates from the bathroom just after bad hook-ups, risque photos, and trashy reads.http://

Dude, I don't know. I need a job. I need a job bad. I need a career path or an ambition and I keep changing my mind. I think I want to go into welding, sheet metal, that type of stuff, so I tell a friend of mine I know who is a female welder and she says there's no money in it for women. Then I look on craigslist for some part time job and ( Read more... )

So per usual, I write something about how shitty I feel, and then live another day to reread and regret... maybe not regret but definitely double think. I got my car, it is clean and gassed and adorable. My boyfriend is incredible. I get to hang out with friends tomorrow, friday, and on saturday I see Brian again. I work tomorrow morning, thinking ( Read more... )

So just some frustrations as of late and then me blabbering on about how I shouldn't be frustrated and my life is great blah blah blah ( Read more... )

Brian gave me a poem a few weeks back and I've reread it almost a million times, it's really probably one of my favorites, especially the last two lines, for some reason they really resonate with me. Anyway, here is Love Pirates by Joseph Millar ( Read more... )

Number one sign you smoke a lot of weed: You own clothing that has appeared in stoner comedies you claim are your favorite movies, usually consisting of sweats and silly hats and some kind of slipper.

Never in a million would I have imagined beginning this year happy, in love, with friends, and satisfied. I may have given up on a lot, but somehow all of the elements of my future have aligned and are now coagulating into a cool bit of existence. Awesome. I will never sacrifice the things I believe in for the things people are supposedly expecting ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about making a list for a while now, a couple of months. I knew there was a reason I kept putting it off. Firstly, how difficult it might have been (and was) to remember every one of them. Secondly, to see in writing just how large the number was, and to wonder what the fuck I must have been thinking. I am 85% sure I've included ( Read more... )