so lj... seems i have only made like 20 updates over the the last year. shame on me ( Read more... )

leaving for hawaii monday. might apply to 2 more law schools. should start to get acceptance/rejection letters in april. not sure when i will come back. sometime before i go to law school or find out i didnt get in anywhere and have to do something else. so i should be able to get a tan and workout a lot on the beach or whatever. i guess i ( Read more... )

I am bored. so here are my top 25 most played songs, courtesy of my itunes, since 2005 ( Read more... )

"we communicate in questions. and all our answers sound the same ( Read more... )

But I can't change if it's only in my mind ( Read more... )

So yesterday I saw The Weakerthans live, and it surpassed all my expectations. Suffice to say, it was most excellent. They played at Neumo's a smallish venue by broadway and east pike. I walked over on the ferry and got to pike place market a little after 5. I had delicious gelato and found about a thousand places I need to eat. Most were ( Read more... )

in the dream that awakened me you had come and taken me to a sea of stars, the cat stood in the flowers two ears above. and the ground that was under me was holding me so wonderfully on a bed of leaves. you were there with me, we were free. everything we saw was beautiful and strong. and I knew we belonged. then the birds came and carried us ( Read more... )

i feel guilty. i feel like every decision i have made is the wrong one and someone else always has to pay the consequences. the question is: do i stay the course, and not cause anymore damage, or try to set things right, even if its going to be painful for everyone involved?

who knows.

/end transmission

well i am almost ready to choose which school i am going to go to. I have narrowed it down to two main choices and have one more school i am kind of waiting on. so the situation is thus ( Read more... )

what will you do now, with no one to go to ( Read more... )