so i have been really good about the gym.
i have been going about every other day.
i have to be honest when i say i feel really good about myself.
i feel healthier mentally and physically...
minus the fact i have a head and chest cold.

tonight we had a fuckin amazing lighting storm outside...
i am sooo stoked i captured these....

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to find myself a good boyfriend with a healthy sex life.

stop biting my nails.

live optimistically.

go to the gym on a regular basis.

finish school.

and actually abide by my resolutions.

everyday i remember to breathe.

i am sad.
i am lonely.

lately i have been more looking at the past
then looking for the future.

ill get past this.

i need to get over myself,
and just ask for his number.

but how do you find him,
when you have to find him thru a friend?

i am lame.

why am i so anxious?

i am officially moved.
so long peru.

im moving out of my apartment tomorrow.

a year of being on my own.
i loved it.
i hated it.

im moving to chicago.

now i need a full time man.

im having a breakdown

i want my friends back.
i want the love of my life back!

i need this.

i used to write in here everyday.
sometimes 5 times a day.
it reminds me of 3 years ago.
being 17, writing in my weekend calendar.
17-19, those were some fun years.
i miss those peoples.
i miss those fun times.

i miss chris alot.

i got a new tattoo.