I figured out why I don't care. Or why I'm so unmotivated or whatever it is. Well firstly I think its probably the SADD thing, but also I am easily satisfied. And then nothing else matters. There are no further, higher desires. I want to design my own house; bam download software and its yours. There thats all I want. Everything else is just ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes the words just have to spill out of you? You read too much, you talk too much, you listen too much or is it just enough?, you don't talk enough, you think too often, you let others think for you too much, you float around too much, you don't think, you don't care, you let things happen. You let things get to you. There are ( Read more... )

Triangles only work in math.

The night we got found out for real.

I love music.

It really is the story of life.

fucking a. my mom's home. and that means a whole bunch of stupid shit all the time now. It gives me stress without even anything happening yet. I fucking hate this.

So I was remembering the other day, and I realized that it might have been kind of awksaurs for you.  I wasn't really even thinking about it and then I was like oh right that was prob weird haha. Sorry didn't mean to do that.  Just wanted you to know.  ok.  your turn.

I took a nap today and I had the weirdest/craziest fucking dreams ever.  Everyone I knew was in them, and there was people breaking into this house I was staying at so I axed them but they didn't die, instead we had a conversation about some shit and then it turned into someone I knew and it was really fucking weird man.  Also some awksaurs stuff ( Read more... )

I hate the world today
you're so good to me I know but I cant change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath, innocent and sweet
yesterday I cried, must have been relief to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I dont envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I ( Read more... )

heres where I think the real downfall to society lies: different and/or conflicting personalities. Sure they make for diversity and a variety of views for things, which I mean can't be bad, but get too many of those going and then I mean things start to fall apart. I don't really even know. Like isn't it crazy how you think you have things in ( Read more... )

gah I hate dating. like really. deep down. its one of those things that you're like 'aw they're dating' so cute. but then you get the same sitiuation and you're like aw dang now I'm dating someone and I can't really commit to them like they would want me to or like I would want them to for me and it mostly sucks. Cause then you realize man I ( Read more... )