I finally realized that it was my fault.
i ruined my chance.

now i will secretly wait for a second chance and if it ever comes i will not blow it this time.

aside from that things are good. not super thrilled about being in raleigh for the summer, but i am making money and that is necessary.

love.

Every time i leave boone to come to raleigh for the weekend, i never want to go back.

This should be a red flag that i don't belong in boone.

Too bad i'm too scared, unmotivated, apathetic, etc. to actually do anything about it.

Fuck me, right?

tonight was the best night of the summer.

Oh my god.
Mogwai is going to be playing at the Orange Peel in Asheville on April 23rd.
I will not miss this show for anything in the world.

AHHHHHH!!!!!!! SO EXCITED.

I have been having way too much fun now that Michelle has moved up to Boone. Being back in school blows. I just want to live a little bit, free of responsibilities.

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yeah...that's right. all you have to do is THINK the weight off!! hahahahhhhh i love infomercials.

Today i bought a pair of moccasins from target for cheap!
They are absolutely amazing.
I love them and i encourage everyone to go out and buy a pair so your feet can be as warm and comfortable as mine are.

That's all.

Love.

What has the world come to?
( WHY does this exist? )

I got a french press and a hot water heater dealie and it's awesome. I make tea and coffee for the masses. Well, really more like for me and Adam. Haha.

Lately, I've been having such a great time. This week has been absolutely great. No complaints.

Love.

today was cool. i wish everyday could be like today. it is beautiful outside.