well i decided to update this journal instead of my other one i dont want a lot of people reading it...just been depressed lately, im not happy as usual forcing myself to put on an act make it seem like everything is fucking ok but its not...everyone is happy with having someone who cares about them...not me, im lonely as hell...my first love im ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in a long time, actuallly havent updated any on my journals...i have a new background on this one, its trent cuz hes so hot...in april which i cant wait for, i get to see a perfect circle, hell yes, i get to maybe see a lot of hot guys too woot...anyways im still singles, still hating it but eh whatever, theres a local ( Read more... )

ive been just in a shitty mood lately, damnit im lonely

my first entry in my new journal, exciting isnt it, i bet. well just thought i would update to show that i will use this journal, but i have been trying to make it look nice