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[xbittersweetx66]

I joined this community because I need to know that I'm not the only person who doesn't understand anything about myself except the fact that I'm never happy anymore. & right after I make this post I'm quitting this community because my friends don't need to know about the dark place I'm in right now

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[_mylife]

hey a lot of people feel like you do. if you dont want your friends to find out, you should make a new lj name where you can join communities like this and write everything you need to. its exactly what i did.

[good_goodbye]

Yeah, this is me, xbittersweetx66... I took your advice & made a new journal. I guess I never really realized how much this could help. Thanks for leaving a comment :]

[_justeverything]

Hey. I hope you'll still get this

[good_goodbye]

It's really nice to know that I'm not the only one. Half the time I don't even understand myself, & it was hard to believe anyone else could feel the same way :/
I definitely am thinking about talking to him. I'm not sure yet. But I'm considering it.
I was totally ready to pour out all my feelings & then forget about it, but once I saw you guys' replies I thought that maybe this could help more than I thought. So I made another account & joined (this is xbittersweetx, by the way)
Thank you!

[screwy_chloe]

wow. its truly amazing how much depressed people have in common. we all seem to feel the same way, with slightly different versions. it surprises me every time.
i know how that feels, to have friends and feel like you could never tell them. i went through that all of high school, and its entering college with me. i walk around all day feeling like such a fake. i'll be all smile-y and laughing around someone, but the second they turn their back, the second they or i walk away, its back to screaming at myself in my head even louder, staring at the floor, and wanting to not exist.
i would definetly recommend what jacob (_mylife) said-make a new journal. keep it from your friends. join whatever communities you want. you can still keep the one you have now.
good luck with everything :)

-abby

[good_goodbye]

That's kind of what I was thinking. Some of these posts surprised me because they could have been about me. It's just good to feel like I'm not alone.
Thanks so much for the advice. I'm glad I decided not to leave this community & forget about it.

[screwy_chloe]

no problem :)
if you want to join a very active depression community, i'd recommend joining the community depression. many posts daily.

[_mylife]

seconded

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