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Things are bad.

Today was supposed to be the day.

Still is, i suppose.

But i'm terrified. However, i'm also terrified of letting the day pass with out acting.

I guess we shall have to see which fear plays out strongest.

Things are just bad.

( you don't want to read this. i don't want to write this. )

( this week, it's about music. )

( therapy today. dissociation. )

People always say that the key is to want to get better. You have to want to get better, otherwise you never will. But once you want to, you can ( Read more... )

( it's been a while - food stuff. )

Get ready for quite possibly the stupidest thing you've ever heard in your life.

So...I have...an interest in the number two hundred and seven. It all started when I realised that two hundred and seven in a calculator upside down said "LOZ". It got a bit more when...I don't want to go into detail, because it's personal to him, and I'd feel like I ( Read more... )

Lots of entries planned out in my mind. Descriptions of events, of thoughts. No energy to type them out.

It all just boils down to this anyway -

I'm sick of this. I want out.

I just watched the film 'Closer'. I thought it was brilliant ( Read more... )