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I have been feeling a little mournful lately.
My gothic spirit is weakining.
I am yearning to become mortal.

I talked to Harold today, and my initiation is tonight!
I am breathless while I await for my ceremony.

I am the gothic nightmare

I woke up this morning, with Sean in my arms. It was beautiful. He kissed my cheek, and whispered secrets into my ear ( Read more... )

Today was depressing. I had the urge to inflict pain unto myself, so I did ( Read more... )

Just before was the most amazing moment in my life. Sean had placed his lips upon mine. It wasn't a warm kiss, It wasn't a soft kiss, it was a dark gothic kiss of death. It was magical. If only I can tell Sean what I am, and what I have yet to become, a full blooded witch. The only thing I am afraid about is him turning me down, and I, the immortal ( Read more... )

I have finally overcome my worst nightmare, death ( Read more... )

Something devassting just happenned. Just an hour ago, when walking Harold, I was approached by an old man in a black trench coat. He stuck out his hand as if I should shake it, so I did. As I did, he whispereed something in my ear.. He whipsered.. "Witches shall die!" ....... I heard a noise, turned around, and with a second look, he vanished into ( Read more... )

I saw my beloved Sean today! O how I love how he looks at the gothic expression on my face. today was delightful. but last night was even more eventful,, when I went down to a gothic club on carter ave. I wore my vinyl gothic pants,, until they slared wildly as i danced. I was dreaming about dancing with my Sean, but he was cought up in a sudden ( Read more... )

I have been looking in the mirror lately, realizing changes in myself ( Read more... )

Today, is the beginning of my ceremonial feast with the demons. It begins my witchhood, the beginning of becoming what I have always wanted to be, a witch godess ( Read more... )