but I still woke up crappy ( Read more... )

What the hell is going on in my head? hahahaha

LIBRARY RULES:
-Shut up
-Cigarettes Kill Babies
-No sex in bookstacks.

I wanna roll inside your soul ( Read more... )

Cause I always lose grip on lj ( Read more... )

My eyes are the right shade of blue only when I cry.

My eyes have lost their brightness, their radiance.
They're glazing over- the beauty's gone.
No matter how I try,
I'm slipping
falling
going...

Where? Fuck, I don't know.

Maybe I'll be saved...

...or maybe I can save myself.

I'm sinking...why are my eyes getting darker?

God help me.

I have 4 days of public education left...
Wow.
I never thought these final hours would come.
I remember so many things
I can't believe it's been this long.

Look at all of those lines starting with "I"...

Wow...just...wow.

I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow.
Putting some purple in it soon.
<3

Yayyy

Time to draw.

I hate working on thisp roject lol

GYN after school
sleep?

AP Stat test tomorrow
Work

I've never been so excited in my life.
Graduation
getting this apartment.

I'm packing right now.

<333

/sigh

You know that saying "It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all"? I think it's total bullshit. I would much rather see Danny single for the past 6 years than see him miserable in bed now.
When I'm thinking of all the things he asks me, begs me to promise him, all the things he's told me....ugh.
It makes me sick.