Comments | derekcfpegritz: You could look at a thing like that as if it's evidence for instability and possible suicide....

derekcfpegritz

You could look at a thing like that as if it's evidence for instability and possible suicide....

Jan 30, 2009 16:50

I think I'm losing my mind.

It's been happening for a while now--euncontrollable rages sparked by the absolute stupidest, most completely pointless stressors. Christy ran off today when I was trying to give her her medicine. On most days, I'd shrug and just say, "Hell, I'll give it to her when she reappears." Today, however, I tore the house apart ( Read more... )

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prolixe January 30 2009, 23:44:40 UTC

Are you sure you're not having your period? (Seriously... ask Jason what I'm like. ^^; )

I dunno... it might have something to do with age and stress. The older we get, the less willing we are to take crap. So it's pretty easy to get cranky. Then add to that how stressed your body and subconscious are from all your health problems, job issues, and family life/relationships. Then add to that a natural disposition toward the dramatic and intense emotions... and you may very well have the homicidal rage you describe.

derekcfpegritz January 30 2009, 23:57:25 UTC

HHHAHAHHAHA. Mother Nature's little red friend has come to visit me as well....Always thought I was a lesbian trapped in a man's body.

Anyway, yeah--everything you've mentioned contributes to this, I'm pretty sure of that. It makes sense. I think the primary cause, though, may be a combination of SADD (something I've noticed creeping up on me for several years now) and a possible medicine over-reaction that I've had my eyes on for a little while now. See, the pain meds I'm on are SSRI-like in many ways, and I'm already on an SSRI (Celexa), so I think the two may be over-esaggerating each others' effects.

Like I said, though, I have an appt. with my doctor to talk about this anyway, so....

prolixe January 31 2009, 08:21:19 UTC

Oo yeah I didn't even think about SADD. That would make sense, especially with the extra shitty weather we're having this January.
Well I'm glad you've got a doctor's appointment. Hopefully you get this worked out so you're only mildly homicidal. ^^

mcmayhem January 31 2009, 00:33:36 UTC

We'll keep an eye on the news for your face. In the meantime, perhaps handcuffs are in order.

xaoswolf January 31 2009, 01:54:17 UTC

Well, perhaps this may help occupy you a little to calm your rage some

http://thehumanmarvels.com/

a blog of human oddities

calm down dude anonymous March 2 2009, 00:45:13 UTC

It'll be OK. I knew you in high school and came across your postings on your blogs while searching out an old (and apparently whacked now) friend.

The last time I saw you was in Eat and Park and you were with Joe Kendall and some girl I'd never met.

Hang in there.

I don't have a good reason for not saying my name heh.

But I always knew you as an Ok dude.