Elegant words seem to escape me lately. Slowly the life that I have known forever is slipping away into...well...the unknown. I have been doing a lot of reflecting recently on the last 4 years. A lot. I remember the crazy caffeine nights at Matt Weismuller's house where we met some special people from different places that slowly played their ( Read more... )

I'm going to end this journal the right way...eventually.

I write in a little composition notebook cleverly hidden in my room now. None of it is worth anything. I feel so generically useless all the time now. I need to try to figure out who I am again because I'm not so sure anymore. I always want something new and when I get it, I'm not sure whether or not I want it anymore...so then I suffocate it ( Read more... )

I've had a really rough couple of weeks. Instead of sitting down and pouring out my feelings on paper or a text box, I've found some kind of comfort in family for the first time. Having a special somebody seems to do the trick as well. I still feel like I am pushing these feelings deep down and trying to just man up.

Oh yeah, by the way...


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I just know that she warms my heart, and knows where all my imperfections are.

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Elon
Mary Washington
Randolph-Macon
Hampden-Sydney
JMU

I have no idea where I am going to go. I hope I get into Washington and Lee but I'm pretty sure I won't. Damn.

I had a bad day ( Read more... )

An Apple® Confession ( Read more... )

As a joke today, I brought up the idea of a "LIST OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO DO IN HIGH SCHOOL ( Read more... )

EIGHT last times ( Read more... )