Comments | derektion: I'm addicted to 24.

derektion

I'm addicted to 24.

Sep 18, 2005 01:46

If I don't see the next episode of 24 I may die.

I'd tell you more, but I can't trust anybody. I'm bugged. Freak out!

Comments 49

why anonymous September 22 2005, 05:28:07 UTC

Why did you go why did you leave us why didnt you call. I am sorry i failed you as a friend. i loved you and i am sorry your gone. i have so manythings i wish i had done wish i had said. You were my friend you were closer to me than most people. You will always been in my now broken heart. I hope you found what ever it was you were looking for.
April

Re: why memnochenkil September 22 2005, 10:31:57 UTC

*Hug*

anonymous September 22 2005, 07:08:16 UTC

selfish coward

anonymous September 22 2005, 09:37:00 UTC

I don't believe you are so hardened to life that you could say such a thing without opening yourself up the potential of bitter irony on those cold days you find yourself avoiding your own mistakes. To do so behind an anonymous label is quite telling as well.

Grid

statichd3 September 23 2005, 09:40:02 UTC

Grid, if you see this message in the next day or two, stop by my parents house and leave a way for me to get in touch with you.

anonymous September 24 2005, 01:05:37 UTC

I hope, and pray, that YOU never feel like death is the only solution. I feel sorry for you.

celisa September 22 2005, 07:38:24 UTC

I only knew you online, but that didn't stop me from thinking you were a pretty awesome dude! I have a bias towards nerdy fat admirers. There aren't enough of them in the world, and now, there is one less. That's INCREDIBLY SAD!

I'm sorry you felt so desperate as to take your own life, and I'm especially sorry to those you leave behind to pick up the pieces. All my thoughts and prayers are with them right now.

fallenkalina September 22 2005, 13:08:16 UTC

All I can think about is how excited you were to go to your first event with the combat club, how you kept asking questions about it.

I wanted to know you better. I wish I still could.

God Derek....What Did You Do?? anonymous September 22 2005, 13:32:35 UTC

I'm in total shock right now. I feel like i should say something...just to give myself some closure i suppose and tell you that i'm sorry that you felt it had to come down to this.

I know we had our differences and haven't been able to talk in a while and now i'm sorry for that. Maybe i should've tried to help more and be more understanding? I never thought it would be like this. As many problems as we had in our friendship, I would've never wanted this to happen. Knowing that i can't tell you this now makes me cry. I know there was a good guy in there Derek despite our differences and as angry as i'd get with you. I would just get angry when i KNEW the good guy that i met and would see you make such bad decisions and i couldn't understand why. Though i guess now isn't the time for that. I hope you're at peace now Derek. You're in my thoughts.......

Melissa

Re: God Derek....What Did You Do?? anonymous September 22 2005, 16:39:34 UTC

Could someone please email me--- evoc8ive@aol.com. Derek and I were tight for years-- we go way back and I hadn't heard from him in a while...and the rumor mill is just starting to go 'round....oh, hell.

Melissa-- he thought so much of you. Know that, please.

-S.

Re: God Derek....What Did You Do?? anonymous September 22 2005, 16:55:48 UTC

I will email you evoc...though i am sure you meant the other Melissa, this is Melissa from alabama (LnL) and he was pretty upset with me i'm pretty sure *sigh* hopefully he can see these posts and maybe understands why .....

Melissa

Re: God Derek....What Did You Do?? anonymous September 22 2005, 17:59:45 UTC

I imagine he already knew. It's why so many of us had to walk away.

Thanks, Melissa. Tell the crew at Dimensions to cut me a little slack-- I just lost a friend.

-S.