HAPPY CHRISTMAS! I'm happy in my life and feel like spreading some holiday cheer. I miss london bunches and bunches but I don't think it's going anywhere, so I'll always be able to go back. And as for now I intend to go to Ithaca and have a fabulous year and a half. that's it. HOLIDAY CHEER... jingle jingle jingle... sparkle sparkle sparkle ( Read more... )

I know it's been a billion years since I've updated but I'm been doing what feels like a billion things. First and foremost, being in london. I have loved every second of being here and I don't want to leave. Not that I'm not looking forward to coming home. quite the contrary actually, I think I miss people more this year than I have the past ( Read more... )

I'm in london... spending obscene amounts of money... but I try not to think about that part of it. However, I'm determined to find things that are free and so much fun... Ps the museums here are free, so that's a good thing. Today is a rainy day, but I'm enjoying it because generally I like the rain. It's nice to be out of my humid, sluggy flat ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever worked so much in my life. Then again I've never had something as huge as London to work for. I can't believe that I get to spend a little bit of my life living in another country. I know that I'm not going to want to leave once I'm over there. How long have I imagined being in London? Pretty much ever since I knew it ( Read more... )

I've just discovered that I'm older... I've grown up without fully realizing it. I am of course still young and have so much to learn, discover, experience... but I'm no longer unaccomplished, stary eyed, and unwordly. when did that happen?

home again. Yes indeed, I'm back in Colorado for a little while at least. It's nice to be home... a little easier to adjust to this summer. But even with that times will be tough, sharing a room is not always a good time. But I'll make the best of it while I'm around and enjoy the people until I have to leave again. I'm only here for three ( Read more... )

I CAN'T BREATHE!!!!!!! no really, I can't breathe for real... found that out in scene study class today and it sucks. I just wish I knew how to do the things they want me to do. Why does it always have to be a struggle with me. HONESTLY, can't I just be really tallented in one stipid thing that I do here? NO? not at all? COOL ( Read more... )

Right so I know it's been absolutely forever since I've written anything and it's not that I haven't needed it, because I TRULY have, I just have not had the time at all. My life is sort of a mess, and yet I don't feel awful about it. Mitchell... I wanted to break up with him because I didn't feel in love anymore, it was good for me to have made ( Read more... )

tonight is a very strange feeling night... it's like I want to do something but not really... like I'm waiting for something to happen, but it's not or the person I'm expecting is late and I'm restless, but I know for a fact that I'm not expecting anyone at the present moment. The last time I felt like this there was a full moon, this time, ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm finally becoming more settled in at home and everything doesn't seem as horrible and live ruining as it seemed two weeks ago. I like being home and seeing my friends... who are all crazy by the way... and for four months I can deal with missing my new friends, freedom of college, and classes and such *GASP* I actually miss my ( Read more... )