i want a pen pal. the real kind. someone you don't really know and then get to know by means of the good old fashioned u.s. postal service and their deliveries.

love. it can make you cry for days. it can bring you your happiest moment.

i love a boy.

so what do i do now? i wait.

i'm craving change. give me an idea, please. please.

July, August, September, October, and about a half a month more ( Read more... )

i basically despise you. each time i give you the benefit of the doubt, maybe this time will be different. naive, thats all i am. well, i'll give you the time of day no longer.

to update.. because i have been terribly slack. or maybe thats not so much the case.. i have just been preocupied ( Read more... )

just so you know im still living.

i might very well be the happiest, most stress-free that i have been in a very long time. i am enjoying it to its fullest.

also, my bed is covered in blue and white stripes, and penguins.

and. we saw nuns. and they made my day. and we made pie. and it smiled. and then we ate its face. and we were cold. but i was warm.

ive come to terms. with myself. though, actually, im not sure what that means. i know im terribly indecisive. i dont know what i want. it changes daily. hourly. by the minute. i am a confused girl. its a state im not ashamed of. or all that eager to rid myself of. i dont believe it will always be this way. but for right now. it is. there is this ( Read more... )

i left everything i knew, to become someone i dont know.