my head is still reeling, and the past 12 hours have felt like 12 years. i cannot wrap my head around the whole thing. living in sayville, as sheltered as it is in so many ways, we've been exposed to so many suicides and car accidents, and i guess when it comes down to it they are no less tragic than this and it's just that i've become jaded. but i ( Read more... )

i'm fine, i'm fine, these words are all i have to hide behind.

"honestly, this is the weirdest hug i've ever given ( Read more... )

i don't even know who you are anymore.

1)Most attractive feature of a guy is?: other than personality...i am still a sucker for hair. and arms ( Read more... )

this is the first time since elementary school that i've thrown up because i was sick.

thank god APs are this week!<3<3<3

it's springtime, and i'm not in love
or even infatuated for that matter.

it's rained a lot this week, and i've enjoyed it.
it's made me remember a lot
and reflect on my honesty
and appreciate life.

unc gave me way more financial aid than i ever expected
so my future is looking bright.
i'm not worried.

it's a beautiful autumn day
i'm not in school
and i passed my road test.

life=good.

all i wanted was a fucking your welcome.