If there is anything that this living hell has taught me...

its that I'm madly in love with, and I can't live with you.

Why in the fuck do you feel the need to play this game every fucking night of my life? I cant fucking deal with this... I swaer... i WILL fuck these chicks up... there is NO DOUBT in my mind that i will KILL these girls...........i just dont understand why you feel the need to play this fucking game every night of yoiur god damn life? is it fun?

Everything is a fucking mess. I dont want to be here anymore. I dont really want to go home either. I dont know where I want to be... and what I want to be doing... or even who I want it to be with...

but this just isn't it.

I dont ever  make any real updates in here these days anymore. I guess I just don't even feel the need, or something.

College life is great. I love it that I can do whatever the fuck I want, whenever the fuck I want... and nobody can say shit about it. I've definitely been living it up too... which probably isn't all that good. But hey I look at ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've made a real update. I sit in front of this computer all the time, but I never make it to updating. Which is odd ( Read more... )

My life is so weird right now. If only I could describe it. The only person in the world who 100% understands what I'm saying is Melissa. Its just fucked up.. the things that your mind does to you when you grow up...you started thinking, maturely? haha. But, I guess some things never change.

Whoa. Livejournal looks weird.

Anyways... what I was going to say was...

I guess Livejournal aint the cool thing anymore.

Right now I'm sittin in my room, by myself. Melissa is out with Jeffrey! Exciting for her... boring for me.

I don't know what the boys are doing? I actually think homework.... if you believe that.

I dont think I have anything due tomorrow.. I do have a quiz in English on all the reading we've done... but, uhh.. yeah. I dunno about that! haha.

I ( Read more... )