My dreams seem so real... When I wake I have to separate them from reality...

Wow, it has been a really long time since I have used this... Not going to lie, I kinda miss it!

Looking at old posts, its crazy to see how much time has passed and how much has changed.

Well, as for an update... I am now 21 years old & 21 weeks pregnant with my second child; Zoey Brielle. That's as much as lj is going to get right now because I am ( Read more... )

Fed up with school,
sick of work.

bored.

I close my eyes, I turn my back for one last time.
I hold my breath, I fall asleep inside your arms. 
Your eyes reflect my regrets.
All the feelings you can't afford,
and the ones I can't control have collided.
Now I'm a mess. I've tried my best to hide it.
Now it's obvious. 
I wear it in these wounds that never heal.

I will beat my fist against my chest if only to prevent my heart from beating for you, this new season brings with it sings of hope, you can't leave me waist high, wading all alone...

soo...
I miss my kevy.

and I'm dying my hair dark tonight...
I haven't been dark in a while... 
we'll see how it comes out...

update later.

But;;; today blows. I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to keep my head phones on and ignore everyone else ( Read more... )

You make me nervous, nervous, nervous.
Hella Hella Hella Nervous Nervous Nervous.

You make me nervous, nervous, nervous.
Hella Hella Hella Nervous Nervous Nervous.

She doesn't have the titties she doesn't have the assss.

head over heels; crazy $)#*%*$

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so there's this boy...
Kevin Michael Ayres<3
And he has kinda taken over my heart.

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I'm glad I can be myself with you;
I want this to last.
This love is amazing.
And I'm glad you showed it to me.

I love you, sweetheart.