Beau and I broke up 2 days ago. Unfortunately for me I was informed last night by his Aunt Cindy that for a while now he's been cheating on me. What's worse is that it's not just one girl, but 2 girls and I seriously doubt they know of each other despite Beau's bragging to his friends and family. I trusted him. I loved him with all my heart. I have ( Read more... )

Will I always be here? I'm getting colder; waiting here alone. The warmth has fled. Life has turned her back and left me here. She said to me," You cannot stay here. No matter how hard you try you can never linger here. You must come with me and you haven't much time ( Read more... )

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"You have lied to me. You have broken me again with but a single stroke. So effortless was your blow. It was done without a thought and in such a way as to cast doubt even upon itself as it fell. At the same moment I felt myself torn asunder I wondered if you truly meant to do this to me. Such ease without even an aknowledgement seems to keep me ( Read more... )

Satanists, apocalypse watchers and heavy metal guitarists may have to adjust their demonic numerology after a recently deciphered ancient biblical text revealed that 666 is not the fabled Number of the Beast after all ( Read more... )

Look new single! Watch the video near th bottom and enjoy.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=61462060

P.S. You might wana turn off the music player at the top though.

...O.o.... Holy shit I just realized it was April 1st!
Fuck it I'm gonna call Beau and ask him out. Let's see what happens.
I hope I get food soon. Mmmm pudding sounds good.

{ I hope I get laid today. 2 months sucks without it}

Love you all,
Kandis

That quote is from Edgar Allen Poe btw. Fucking insomnia has hit me again. It's bad enough that I'm verging on starvation here. I'm getting to the point where I'm bumming food off my friends. It's really sad, but unfortunately there is no way to cook here. There is no stove or oven or even a toaster. The fridge's contents, I believe, are completely ( Read more... )

Red Hot Chili Peppers
Stadium Arcadium - May 9th, 2006

Hmmm. Well I've been out of Beau's house for a whole month and a half. And I've accomplished nothing. I'm still bored as hell. I'm just stuck here. Most of my friends live else where. I'm surprised that no one has commented at all on my journal. I bet if I popped up saying that I took Beau back I'd get a ton of comments. Nothing but critics ( Read more... )