some people are like "wow, i cant believe you did that." and im like "wow, really? okay ( Read more... )

i feel like under this self-imposed scrupulosity i am truly losing my mind ( Read more... )

this is really not what i expected when i had projected my future.
i can say that i certainly do not live the typical college girl's life

7 hrs sleep distributed over the past couple nights
truly a few of the greatest days in many months
we felt such good things, and it was better than last.
im fine and i am whole

im doing it all
lol awesome

why im sad
i could tell you all about it but really im too busy listening to my heart

ive had a job that wont last long because it seems they dont have money to pay me
i need to see a doctor but theyre too scary so im not going to bother
wearing a wedding ring does not seem to make people take me any more seriously

busying myself with what some would call fruitless activities
reading novels,
drawing,
pondering what i know but dont understand
that is all

rawr
things are amazing
just hand it over and be given everything

you wouldnt even believe me if i told you what was going on