so, it's my birthday. every single person I care about has other plans or forgot. so I sit at home by myself, bake my own birthday cake, and cry myself to sleep. I get the hint, universe. people don't want to spend time with me on a normal day...why should my birthday be any different.

Fuck it

so, my best friend and all those close to me have made other plans for my birthday. guess I shouldn't care since I'm turning 45. but I've been in tears for the past 2 hours.

fuck it

facebook has become unsafe for me to post anything of a personal nature so I am back to lj.

coming back because facebook isn't the place I want to dump information anymore.

new Invictus approved. take 2

hi folks ( Read more... )

had a wonderful and was able to meet a few new persons and have a good time.

http://wiki.white-wolf.com/camwiki/index.php?title=Nicholas_parker

I leave for California in the morning. going to be at my mom's for most of the time but will make it to Monterey on March 5th & 6th. back in Phoenix on the 8th. everyone stay well while I'm visiting and while I'm gone.

going to be very cryptic and vague....unification has started. I will be acting a little off. nothing is wrong. this is about getting better and not living in a box. already feeling better. happiness is on the horizon. feel free to ask questions in person or via email. I will not answer here.

evilqueenmike@gmail.com