It really must be the hormones cuz I'm not even sure how i could have been so depressed last week. I'm just really kind of happy and high and hopeful right now. In a ridiculously sappy way, it feels like we were meant for each other. We've had ridiculously similar tastes so far, and apparently he's liked me since we were at Central. I'm sure I'm ( Read more... )

So in an utterly predictable fashion, I was completely wrong and overreacting. He wasn't at all implying what I thought, and after confessing my worries to him, I immediately let them go and then we spent like 4 hours talking about sex and kinks. So basically I'm an idiot and I do this to myself every time. I get so worked up about something and ( Read more... )

So I had a near meltdown on the way to work today. Linkin Park is the only thing that kept me from turning around so I could go home and hide in bed for the rest of the day. I feel like part of it was that I was dreading going in and getting yelled at for the department not looking perfect ( Read more... )

I was working with Joyce and Kelly tonight and one of the service desk people came over to us and showed Joyce a little note. Apparently the son of our retired 2nd shift manager Dennis had committed suicide this morning. Joyce was very upset and so was the service desk lady. When Kelly came over and we told her the news, she was also upset. Less so ( Read more... )

Getting my thoughts down seems to be therapeutic. At the very least, it gets them out of my head a little ( Read more... )

I forgot I changed this thing to green. I'm not sure if I like it ( Read more... )

Jesus I haven't been here for ages. Can't post the shit in my head to facebook though and reddit seemed like too much work so congratulations. Y'all get to hear it instead. I don't even know what I'm doing. I was thinking about my writing and it occurred to me that maybe the reason I can't write Akina is because she's supposed to be me and I hate ( Read more... )

Interesting thoughts tonight. Experiences too ( Read more... )

Sooooooo ( Read more... )

i like how i can get sick in 90 degree weather. ral tells me it's the humidity. matt says it's the fan. they're probably both right. pretty much sucks ( Read more... )