Dude Life is awesome right now. I knew it would be when school got out.. Summer is rockin. That's all I've got to say about it..me and beach are definately having our fair share of fun. I just hope our luck doesn't run out so quick ...Party hasn't stopped yet though, so we just keep livin'... Rock out

It seems as if my days get worse, but each day I get better at acting..Its incredibly hard not to cry, and let someone ANYONE know how I feel.. I'd like to tell someone, but I better not.. I feel physical pain in my heart because im so tired of being unhappy. and Im trying to do things that wil help me in the future, and Im trying to hope for the ( Read more... )

Im tired.. Jc Drama has gone to far once again. Yah most def. Uh I really dont care what they think. Cool they can kiss off seriously.. Im not going to sit and worry about this because its all from nothing.. Everything Kyle and I talked about.- People who really have no idea whats going on put their thoughts in it... It all a prime example right ( Read more... )

I can not get over how people in this world do not care for eachother. THey like to see pain in another's eyes. It's really sad to be honest.Not just what's going on with me, but with everything around the world and it starts from small stuff. Such as; people purposely saying hateful things in a crowd about another person. Over nothing, Jealously I ( Read more... )

Well I had a great new Friendship going, but it was crushed today. When something goes wrong, rather than dealing with it.I just forget about it. And Yes Kyle this pertains to You. Im sorry your Girlfriend doesnt like me, but she doesnt need to talk about it. I am so tired of it, and I finally got out of the spot light drama. Now she starts in on ( Read more... )

I want to know why its almost 2 AM and Im still not asleep? I have nothing to do, no one to talk to, and no reason to be awake. Yet, I am. It amazes me how little I sleep and the reasons I stay awake everynight. All I do is think... jam out.... repeat.I wish I had someone to lay next to everynight and talk with. I guess that's a plus of being ( Read more... )

He wants me to die... they all do and as of right now.. I think I even want to... NO this is 'honest time'- I KNOW I want to... Note to self-It's time ( Read more... )

she walks down the halls and everyone knows
wher she's been
her face is molded for
all the magazines
that create the hate
they feel for the high school beauty queen

If only they could see
the feelings and the pains
that run deep inside her so called
flawless body (life)

her face is pretty
and body to die for
but her insides bleed from passion that no one  ( Read more... )

Im so glad all of my pain has been taken somewhere else. I dont know where I put it for now but Its gone. Im quitter I will admit it. I quit being sad and depressed. I absolutely do not think I could handle it much longer. I decided I knew everyone else was to shallow to end this drama fest '04 (as I'd like to call it), so it was up to me. I need ( Read more... )

-IN my closet ( Read more... )