is this what it feels like... when your life is falling apart?

my friends dont call anymore.

I have amazing, kick your ass, slam you against the wall sex with this man on a daily basis.
I find myself walking around topless from time to time.
I enjoy making random noises and fucking with life.

WHO AM I???

change. lots of change ( Read more... )

i got my mp3 player, and it rocks.

well fuck. hi. how is it going? etc etc etc ( Read more... )

yesterday i was alone. today i am alone.
forecast for tomorrow and after: no change.
society. a failed attempt to co-exist with other people.

life feels very wrong right now. something is not right.

ugh. life is shit.

ive come to realize, that my mind and its health, is solely dependent on some form of anchor. something i can connect with and that is there for me. if i have that, i can live, and if im lucky, i can thrive on my pain, hate, and loathing of myself and the world, so long as i do not loath that anchor ( Read more... )

i uh, got my 4g in today. w00t.

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