Not that anyone reads this anymore, it's more for me anyway ( Read more... )

Today was tumultuous. A lot of emotions were raging in me today, and many thoughts that have recently come to the surface and have as of late been occupying my mind ( Read more... )

Alright, so I realized that I haven’t updated in forever, and I’m currently laying on the floor at Phil and Elaine’s apartment in San Diego. Pretty sure this feels like a tropical vacation. We walk to the store and the beach and are just hanging out making ourselves dinner and drinks. I love being independent and young. It makes me feel grown up, ( Read more... )

I sit wanting more every night. More life, more motivation, more money, more connections, more hope, more love, more time, more desire, more drive, more intimacy, more beauty ( Read more... )

Today started out great! I got all of this stuff done and was feeling really productive. Then I was heading to work all ready and on time, and Arin called me! So sweet. He usually just texts, but he called! But since I was on my way to work, it was a short conversation. I got to work, and found out that I had 4 tables! In the lounge. I was excited ( Read more... )

It’s 11:15 at night. I just looked out my window and could see everything. The bright moon is lighting up the dark world. This is the time that I want to go do something. I realized that I hadn’t taken a star gazing night as I had promised myself I would. I remember looking up at the night sky the night after I went to dinner with Danielle and I ( Read more... )

My beginning. Always interesting. Just sitting here thinking. I was curious to remember what I was doing a year ago today so I checked back in my livejournal. Man I love this thing. I wish I updated on it more often. I always have so much to say… it’s like the photographer that kills herself because she realized she could never truly capture all of ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut yesterday, but it was under the strangest conditions you’ve ever heard of. It was late last night at a staff appreciation party for the company I work for. It was a bar in LA. A man walked up to me and told me that he wanted to style my hair, and that he was a “hair sculptor” and that he usually charges $100 but that he would do ( Read more... )

You know, I like to think of myself as a pretty “normal” person, I don’t do too many off the wall things. But then there are sometimes that I look at myself, or what I am doing, and I realize, I’m not really as normal as I’d like to think. For instance, I sleep in the trunk of my car, not all of the time, or on a regular basis, but when the ( Read more... )

Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars ( Read more... )