I never thought that I would need someone to tell me that they loved me, but that changed tonight ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to do about my man...It's shocking, i know right? My man is a big top and I'm not really either, bottom or top that is. It's been a large problem in our relationship for almost the entire time that we have been together. I've tried to be a good bf and be a bottom and often. But I'm still having problems being able to be one ( Read more... )

What should I do when I find that I'm no longer myself when I'm with the guy I'm dating. Right now I don't even feel like myself since I started dating John. It was fine in the beginning and kept being fine until a couple of weeks ago, when John started to become friends with my room mate. At first I didn't feel weird at all but now it does. ( Read more... )

Well, here I am in the epicenter for slack-jawed rednecks, and somehow I am actually enjoying being here this time. It's odd, when I lived in Pittsburgh I used to get so bored when I would visit my parents, but this time its quite fun. I haven't even stepped foot out side the door since I got here and it feels great. Although this could just be ( Read more... )

I really need to stop watching TV when I am feeling at all home sick. I have come to this conclusion after watching TV all day, since I am still feeling under the weather. It started out with the marathon of What Not To Wear on TLC, followed by an episode of Family Guy and finished up with Sex and the City. I guess that I never thought that I ( Read more... )

Well, I couldn't fall asleep tonight so I am just going to stay up all night. This happens to me when I have too much on my mind. It's just that I am trying to make sure everything is all planned out for Christmas. With not only the usual going on but also things like taking my car to my parents for good and making sure I have a way home from my ( Read more... )

Ok, wow I finally get to update, what are the chances. I am still searching for an apartment and I am having no luck at all. Now I know why its so hard to live here, but I'm not giving up yet. I have decided to give it a whole year before I even think about moving home (although, right now I'm not sure where home is, Brockway or Pittsburgh?) ( Read more... )

Hey, just a quick update on my lunch break. I'm Living on Long Island and commutting to work at the Banana in Chelsea. I still miss Dan and all of my friends and I will see you all soon....

Because I have grown one overnight it seems. It's not really that bad it's just that this whole move is stressing me out. I'm leaving behind the man who just might be the one, and I don't want to say goodbye to him. My "friend" Emily has crapped out on me and has yet to tell me in person or on the phone. The whole job thing is sucking big time ( Read more... )

OK...It's Saturday night and I arrive in NYC on Monday at 9am. I'm starting to get nervous about everything, especially my job interviews. I now have two interviews, one with a small store and the other with a flagship. I don't want to say which ones just yet...but don't worry after Wednesday I will tell everyone which store I will be working at ( Read more... )