This last year blew, this year sucks, next year.. next year is gonna be it for me =)
I'm going to Canada in a few weeks to watch someone play a video game on a big TV. Whos does that...

SHIPPITTT!~

I'm sorry we started talking again.
I'm sorry I wouldn't pay you attention.
I'm sorry I met you.
I'm sorry.

I tried. I give up.
I hope everything goes great for you.

So I got what I wanted.

..and why do i not feel good about it?

Ive honestly given up on trying to persue anything that I a. have feelings for ( Read more... )

So i'm going to be working at the new club tattoo.. im hoping to apprentice.

it'll be crutial.

whats funny is..

i already got tickets to charlotte a long ass time ago. so we're taking advantage of this and we're going to show nc what its all about.

OHHHHHHHH

no, i really did. and now theres no refunds. so fuck it. lets go!

Jan 7-15. Terrific.

..he makes me extremley nervous, and it's like every single time we look at each other my heart literally stops.

Everything is going so perfect right now. I havent felt this way for so long. It's diffrent with him.. and it's the best thing ever.

Thursday.. I can't wait =)

So i met someone.

He
is tall.
is verry funny.
just knows what to say.
is just amazing.

He's got me talking about him to my friends a lot. That's a good thing.
That is all.

I was looking through my old old myspace messages..
thought this was funny.

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From: CHRIS Spring Break

Date: Oct 19, 2005 3:45 PM
Subject: babyyy
Body: just wanted to tell you how happy you make me.
and that you are beautiful.
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Like being in the most love you've ever been in.
..it's the best feeling in the world.

I didn't give up.
It's funny how things work out.