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Before last night I'd never been at a party where the cops show up and people start running for the back door. The first time it was just in response to a noise complaint, which was totally valid because someone kept insisting to turn up the 90s rock on the stereo. But when they came back I was scared because I was vaguely aware of certain semi- ( Read more... ) -
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I am beyond disgusted. My apartment is covered in puke, the darkest burgundy imaginable. I have no idea about anything alcohol related really, but how much red wine do you have to drink to get that sick ( Read more... ) -
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The air conditioning is up too high on the bus. I cover my chest with folded arms, but am still convinced that my hard as rocks nipples are magnetic for gazes of either lust or disgust. I take the bus because it's cheaper than the T but sometimes I think I've made a mistake when I'm the only little white girl curled up in a blue plastic seat ( Read more... ) -
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I've never really understood when people talk about having some sort of intuition that a situation isn't "right." I've never felt that queasy feeling warning me that something is about to go horribly wrong if I don't change my course of action. I've never heard, much less responded, to that voice inside telling me I've made a terrifying mistake ( Read more... ) -
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A Northeastern student was murdered in her off campus apartment sometime Monday night, and not found until Tuesday morning. It was a full day before NU would officially acknowledge her death and offer "personalized" condolences. I didn't know the student very well at all, I think I only met her once, but I'm still affected by this senseless crime ( Read more... ) -
i wonder what i'd do if they all did just what i said
I've lost my ambition. I have no desire to go around asking for work right now. Yes, I'm bored out of my skull, but I'm so over the humiliation of begging for stupid office bitch tasks. I'm so fucking tired right now. And caffeine is a big no no with my migraine headaches, anxiety and current medication(s). I know it's my fault mostly that I ( Read more... ) -
happy death day to you
WANTED:
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didn't you know i got me a love?
I crack my jaw a thousand times but you can't hear it through the navy blue jersey knit sheets. I wipe the liquid from my cheeks with my soiled pillowcase.
Blood stains my chin. You tell me not to worry but I'm terrified. You wanted me to bite...
Scar me. It's either that or another tattoo.